☆THE DREAM DIARY☆

Disclaimer! the entries that have a "date" like (-?-) it means it is an old dream. Enjoy your lecture.
-YAKIMURA

•(-?-) This is an old dream, I was walking through the streets in my city , in one of the streets a dog was sleeping , i walked by and he woke up , he looked cute so i approached him , then he bit me violently in the leg and was trying to rip it of , my pants were tearing apart but it was strange i felt the vivid pain but the teeth of the dog didint touch my leg like a video game glitch, then i escaped the dog and started running , until he stopped pursuing me, so i continued walking limping , until i saw a plane in the sky that attracted my attention , it didnt look like a normal plane but more like a bomber , as i was looking at him a bay under it opened and dropped a very large atomic bomb , i started to panic and alerting people arround me , nobody listened , so i started running until i found a small concrete corner were to barely hide , so i put myself in a foetal position , closed my eyes and hoped that i will survive , i did not , i saw a blinding through my eyelids that made me nearly blind , then a very loud rumbling was approaching very fast , it was the fireball , i contracted every muscle and felt the fire burning me , evaporating my hair , melting my skin , cracking my bones, then i woke up.
•(2025/05/04) Very short and weird dream , i recieved a mail from pixiv saying that one of my art has been deleted for violating guidelines "The (031) The offering post has been removed because of showing imagerie that caused self harm and suicide" , i didnt understand at first because flagged it as 18plus , i was getting ready to writte a text saying to you all that the post was deleted by pixiv and not me because i will never delete on of my post because i want to keep a clear line of evolution in my work and ideas, then i realised it was a dream and woke up.
•(2025/05/07) I was in a gym working out then a friend told me he will go out to grab food so i followed him , and i was teleported to my city, i was controlling my body like in a game and i dont know why i had to farm game points, so i started wandering in the city, a new firend popped out of nowhere and told me that i had to organise a birthday party to gain the most points (???), so i started wandering to find spots to make the party , but also i dont know why i had a big fear of dying , like if a spot is a little bit high i would fear of slipping falling and dying, not finding any spot i went near the river to look at the water, but there my in game friend told me "i am really sorry for your loss" i didnt understood at first , then he said "while you were visiting a spot you tripped over a rope and fell off a high distance" , i was shocked , "but dont worry" he said "it was quick , you fell head first and broke your neck" , i didnt understood how does he see me if im just a soul, i undestood then he was in my head. He showed me my body , i was on wood plack floating , all my body hid with dirt and flowers except my face , i had a peaceful face with a calm expression nearly smiling, it was destabilising to see your own corpse, but realising i died was weird but calming , i said to my self "It was a short life , but it was a good and peaceful one" , i was transported to like a heaven like space with a giant screen , there was a ton of other souls too , each one was waiting to get resurected, in the big screen you choosed your future host and a giant man in armor plate was explaining everything and validating the choices, when it was my turn i had to choose, i wanted to choose a life in upper class but the man refused telling me i didnt farm enough soul points in the past life , my friend told me "we only can choose the nobody person, but if we chose it how will we have friends?" , then the tall man mad of what he heard said to me mad "WHAT DO YOU MEAN , WASNT I ENOUGH FOR YOU?, I ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU!" , then i woke up
•(2025/04/19) I dont remember the beggining but i was walking in the street then a hole opened under my feets , and the street transformed into a train station , and i was walking in the railway, before i could move a train came and hit me , felt how my body was compressing , my limbs twisting and tearing apart , i really thought it was the end. then i woke up
•(2025/04/05) This dream appeared afte a much longer dream that i dont remember except that it was about friendship fights and organized crime (?), i was in a kitchen , a tall man entered the door, he had to lower his head to not hit the doorframe, he was wearing a long black leather coat, black boots, black leather gloves and a hat hiding his face, the closest thing i can compare it to is that one black spiderman in spiderman Spiderverse 1, he was called the HOOK MAN because he had a long hook of nearly one 150cm , it was actually a sword with at the end of it a hook, as he entered the kitchen he came running toward me pushing mi in the floor , as i tried to get up he tried to impale me with the hook , but at the last moment i dodged it and got up he then started trying to slash me the sword part of the hook but i was trying to defend myself by throwing at him all what i could find, then he jumped at me holding me against himself in a hugging fashion but he was holding the hook with two hands thus trapping me with the sharp edge , then he tried to cut my head with by bringing the hook closer to him but as i started to scream and scream as loud as i could I woke up.
•(2025/04/04) Last night i dreamed of that dream again but this time i have the memory of having that dream but not what happened in it , i just remember that it was horrifying, extremely horrifying. All this is getting me more and more intrigued, I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN IN IT! (i put this input so late because i spent all day trying to remeber it)
•(2025/04/02) I dont have a memory of the latest dreams but my family dont stop saying to me that each night i scream while sleeping , it must have been a very bad nightmare , ill try my best to remember it beacuse it must be interesting.
•(2025/02/15) I was in a mall working as a cashier , i was attending clients then a client asked me where he can find liquor , i brought him to the liquor section and even though i was never in that mall i dont know why but i feelt like the liquor section was smaller than usual, the in a blink of an eye i was in a battlefield , there was a guy with a machine gun at far that didnt saw me , a voice was telling me and other soldiers to sneak near the machin gun and take it down , i was first in line , and as i was closing distance the machine gun saw us and opened fire , a man was killed , i tried to sneak in a little wooden hut , but he saw me and the bullets penetrated the walls , i was terrified by the noise and the fear to die , he was tearing up the wall with his bullets but he fortunately missed them, and as i was flat on my back covering my ears and praying to not die i hear someone opening the door, i look up but the sun glare didnt let me see who it was but i quickly understood he wasnt a friend , he shot me at my leg, i was tearing up from the pain and asking for mercy while crawling to hide , he shot again and it landed , the pain was unbearable , he shot again and it landed in my head. Then i woke up.
•(2025/02/13) I was at the window of some building , i could see some others buildings in front of me and a bridge at the far left , the place was looking like the middle east , with sand and arab people, i was looking through the windows then i saw a plane dropping two bombs in front of me, the first to hit exploded and destroyed the buidling just in front of me, the second one hit the building just behind it , the bomb planted it self in the sand near the building but didnt explode , i was scared , but people were unfazed , a dog came sniffing for food and saw the bomb tried to bite it but saw it wasnt food so he left, then i was trying to alarm the people that the bomb would explode from any instant , the a kid came saw the bomb and thought it was a toy, he lifted the heavy bomb , and approached were i was , but before reaching me he dropped it and exploded killing him and some other civilians near him , i was shaking out of fear , i started to hear a strange loud noise on the other end of the bridge, then i saw an old man walking out of the bridge with his groceries and his cane and in a instant a tank shell was fired at him and he was no more , then a gigantic army started walking through the bridge shooting at everyone they saw , kids , mothers , eldery , everyone. and at the sight of this terror, I woke up.
•(2025/02/12) Very blurry dream , it started in a school gymnasium , as i was walking in it people started to appear and they were holding balls, and they started throwing them at me , all of them , at first i thought it was a sport or a game but then all the balls overwhelmed me , they were ver ypainful and they were aiming at my face so i didnt really could see a lot , then i was in a chemestry class , i was with a classmate and we had to do an experiment without a lab, we only had sulfuric acid in a microwave over our desk , i didnt knew what to do as we where the only ones doing it, everyone was like puppets looking foreward not moving , the teacher shouting that it will have a great impact on our grades , so i started to stress a little bit , my classmate the only he was saying in loop is "we need latex gloves" "we need latex gloves" "we need latex gloves".... also my teeth started to hurt really bad at the same time like someone was trying to rip them it was ATROCIOUS, and in the same time i was searching in the class the latex gloves but found nothing , the pain was destroying me , i had to go out of the classroom to breath and calm down i nearly cried , then i came back as nothing happened but the pain was still there , i finally somehow knew what we had to do, at the same time an alarm rang , everyone vanished except me and the teacher , she was infront of my desk so tall it was inhuman , she was staring at me while i started to write on the chemestry exam paper (that appeard out of nowhere too) the moment i started to answer the first question she rip the paper off my hands and shout to me "TIME OVEEEEEEER!" i starting begging her to let me 5 more minutes but she refused. , then i saw scrambled eggs on top of the desk near me (???) and the moment i say to myself that all this situation is pretty weird the teacher screams at my ear "LOOK SCRAMBLED EGGS!!!". then i woke up.
•(2025/02/10) I couldnt remember it neatly, the first part i only remember it was in school and i only remember that it was stressful, then i found myself in a mall having to buy a lot of things , i was nearly collapsing of the weight of the dozen of grocery bags i was holding , and i remember neatly that i was saying to myself "what if my card is getting declined, i dont even have that lot in my account, what do i gonna do , i didnt even check the prices of the things before picking them up", then i found myself walking out of the mall walking barefoot with all the groceries, i felt the wet floor like it had just finished raining, then i start feeling the urge to run , i had the feeling something is going after me and i had to run , fast , very fast, all the groceries vanished, i didnt look back the only thing i had in mind is to run the fastest possible to home. then i woke up.

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